The month of October sure did do a number on me. I have been overcome with a weariness, and a brokenness that I just haven’t been able to shake. My writing is my outlet, yet I haven’t written much at all, and when I do finally place myself in front of the computer to do so, I find myself exhausted: to tired to think, to tired to type, to tired to care. And here I find myself racing into the 2nd week of November and yet still, I haven’t much snapped out of it. That worries me slightly because of my long battle with depression. I have regained so much, and I will NOT let the enemy steal it back from me.
A failure as a wife
And even an employee…
Yet at the same time: I know that I know that I know……
That God is moving, He is almighty, and powerful….and He has a plan in place. A plan so great that even Phil and I can hardly believe it! But as we know, the greater the plan He has, the harder the attack from the enemy.
So as I walk in faith with this weary heart, I will find my refuge in Christ.
For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the enemy” Psalm 61:3
In what ways have you found refuge in the midst of weariness, in the midst of knowing God is doing something Big in your life, in the midst of chaos…..?