How He loves me

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Ironic encounter recently.
Just the other day,  I wrote about being single, and not pursuing man to make us happy, and blah blah blah
 
But truly, even when we are married to even the greatest of men, we are still subject to humanity, to the very human nature of man.
We will be let down. 
 
See to it that no one falls short of the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many
~Hebrews 12:15
 
May is an extremely busy season for me, even before I became a stay at home mom and decided to take on the world. Lately I have felt a little weary. Joyful, yet weary and I long to reach out to my mate, my partner, my husband for comfort and support, and guidance.  On top of the current events piling upon my plate I was stressing about everyday things. You know, money, gas, kids here and there, and how we would coordinate the evening routine.
I had already phoned him multiple times throughout the morning with no answer.
 
and so I phone him again while driving, and without him even being aware, He places me second to others. He answered in a very rushed matter, and I was broken.
So, we hang up before I am even able to share why I even phoned.
 
I continue to drive, and feel sorry for myself. Allowing the enemy to creep in my mind. Injecting deceiving thoughts like little spears of “hope”
“Why aren’t I important”  “He always places me last” “He does’t love you like he says he does”
 
and then….
Then I hear this song enter the van…….
 
 
 
 
 
I have probably heard this song one thousand times or more.
But today.
Today it pierced my heart, in a way only He can. It spoke volumes to my heart when it felt so empty.
 
How. He. loves. Me.
He is Jealous for me.
He is My portion.
 
Who am I? Here I am telling other women not to pursue man, and I was doing just that.
 
 
 
 
*Disclaimer….Please know I mean, in NO way to dishonor my husband. He is a wonderful man, an on his knees daily God fearing man. We are all human, and fall short of God’s glory. (Romans 3:23) I felt led to reflect upon this day and how we can all get caught up, But I also feel led to clarify that I mean NO disrespect to my husband. I love and cherish that man!

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About multipurpose-mom

Stacey is a: Saved by Grace, God fearing, Bible believing, Child of the King! In her chaotic world of full time employment, being a wife, raising 5 boys, laundry, dishes, carpool, PTSA, and on and on: She is STILL trying to fulfill God's call in her life.....to share her story, her battles, her triumphs, and testimonies of being a teen mom from a drug addicted home, to being the not so perfect wife and mother she is today! Her prayer is to lift up and encourage others through the words that God lays before her! In her chaos she has learned, she is not just a wife and mother.....she is a taxi driver, a nurse, a referee, a counselor, a maid, a cook and so much more...she has MANY purposes! Welcome to Multipurposemom.com, Here we hope you find strength, humor, tears, and tangibility for your journey....whatever it is! Please feel free to comment (we LOVE comments) and if you are blessed, please won't you share the blessing with others! Thanks for Visiting! In Christ!

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